The Righteous One

When I am hurting
Drop everything you’re doing
I need you
And you owe me

Your choices are hurting me
Don’t you see this?
I need you to “get it”
So you change
And I feel better

Don’t speak
Let me finish
This is important
What you have to say can wait

I can’t hear you anyway
Or receive your love
I’m too activated to listen
To let you into my heart
To consider my impact on you

Or maybe I do know of my impact
Of the ways I dishonor you
And I feel deep shame
But I bury this and add it to the pain

I can’t bear to see myself this way
To allow that image of me to exist
So I blind myself to this “ugly truth”
And continue on autopilot

Don’t bother trying to explain the hypocrisy
Of me asking you to do for me
What I’m unavailable to do for you
I won’t hear this either

Just let me drone on and on
Attempting to get my point across
In endless new and “clever” ways

Endless analogies
Endless repetition
Endlessly feeling the need to defend yourself
From my stories of how bad and wrong you are

Still not “getting it”?
Then I’ll say it LOUDER
Because somehow I imagine
You will hear me more clearly this way

What is this game I am playing?

This game of attempting to get another to feel my pain?

What is that?

How can I possibly feel okay about projecting my pain onto another?

MY pain
The pain is not yours

So why do I attempt to make you feel it?

Because I lack awareness
And I don’t want to feel it

I don’t want to feel my own pain
So I project it onto you

Why you?

Because you are an easy target

Your impulse to caretake
Your codependent tendencies
Your questionable self worth
Makes you a perfect match

A perfect match
To take on the belief
That you are responsible
For my pain

I will convince you of this
And you will agree
If only you’d made more “considerate” choices
Then I wouldn’t be hurting

It’s your fault
Part of you believes this
The guilt holds you prisoner to my pain
And I sit beside you in this prison

There is a way out
But you may not like it
Because it may mean you’ll end up alone
With no one to take care of
But yourself

I don’t like it either
Because then I may be forced
To finally face my pain
As well

I have been avoiding this at all costs
And I will continue to do so
Until one of us awakens
To this game we are playing

Until you awaken
And choose to empower yourself
Or I awaken
And choose to take responsibility for my pain

“The Righteous One”
– Troy Cohen

Here and Now

Ram Dass, a master spiritual teacher died on December 22, 2019.  In 1998, he experienced a massive stroke that left him with a speech impediment. Instead of collapsing into a place of suffering, he said he was “stroked” by God. He embodied everything he taught. The simple — yet difficult to obtain—teaching he is most known for is: “Be here now.”

In 2011, Eckhart Tolle was listed by the Watkins Review as the most spiritually influential person in the world.

Eckhart Tolle offers wonderful advice that focuses on mindfulness and letting go of the ego. He is a huge advocate of living in the now, as witnessed by his book: “The Power of Now.”

The following are quotes from Tolle: “Time isn’t precious at all, because it is an illusion. What you perceive as precious is not time but the one point that is out of time: The Now. That is precious indeed. The more you are focused on time—past and future—the more you miss the Now, the most precious thing there is.”

“Don’t let a mad world tell you that success is anything other than a successful present moment.”

Over the past several decades, we have been exposed to thousands of teachings via teachers of many traditions and various levels of spiritual development.

We seem to be living numerous lifetimes this time around because we have nearly anything available to us at the reach of our fingertips. We can research, learn or become anything. This creates a lot of doing and not being. We can do for the rest of our lives, but who is just being in the moment and truly present with oneself and others? Oddly enough, it’s rare.  It’s commonplace these days to have others look at their phones while we’re in a conversation. Just a decade ago, it was considered rude behavior. We are acclimating to not being present with others, nor have others be present with us.

Did you ever get the feeling when talking to someone on the phone, that they are doing something else while you’re in a conversation? Maybe they’re checking their emails, cooking, or making a pot of tea, even holding a conversation with others in their environment? How does that make you feel? Unimportant? Ignored? Or, do you chalk it up to the way people are these days?

I have noticed that there are so many folks out there sharing their stories, sometimes deep and intimate details in social networks. Could it be that they are looking outside their families, friends, and counselors because those people aren’t present enough? People everywhere are pouring out their hearts and publicly sharing information about their traumas.  I used to think this is good, that there is a “washing” going on and it’s purging the trauma.  I don’t think this is as true as I once thought. I think there are people getting stuck in their stories.  Social media conditions our brains to get validation through likes and others who respond. There is a psychological payoff that is causing the trauma to perpetuate and keeps the person who’s been victimized in a recapitulation loop.

There is a saying: “Don’t get pulled into other people’s storm, pull them into your peace.”

How does one get unstuck from the past and truly move forward into the Now?

I will cover that in the next newsletter.

Wishing you a Happy New Year!
Marion Trent

I am Sorry. Please Forgive Me. Thank You. I love You.

Are you looking forward to the family gathering around the Thanksgiving table or do you feel anxious?

It’s become a well-known fact that families experience triggers and role-playing when they gather for this — what should be — special holiday. Family members tend to go down memory lane and the next thing you know there is an argument or disagreement about a situation that happened years ago. Then, role-playing rears its ugly head. The victim declares that a situation happened this way or that way. The  peacemaker (rescuer) steps in and pleads: “It’s Thanksgiving, let’s not bring this up again.” The proverbial black sheep (perpetrator) then pushes everyone’s buttons and off we go! Someone leaves the table. Mom or dad or whoever cooked the meal gets angry because they have put so much energy into making the day special, and ultimately, they feel disrespected.

If you can relate to this scenario or a similar one, do you ever wonder why this happens?

Knowing that our thoughts create our reality and reinforce that fact by providing everything we think about with intensity. If we’re dreading something or thinking too much about the past, it increases the likelihood that it will become a reoccurring pattern.  How do we heal from that and stop the dysfunctional patterns? Does it take one person, a majority or the entire family?

Most people want others to change. There is always someone else to blame for the dysfunction. It’s hard to believe that we are the sole creator of everything in our life.

Ancient cultures believed that discord begins with our ancestors — that dysfunctional family patterns are deeply rooted and passed on to offspring.  And, that ancestors influence our thoughts and behaviors.

Ancient rituals that honored our ancestors dates back more than 35 thousand years ago when Siberian tribes plead their ancestors for blessings, hunting support, good karma and to calm fierce weather patterns. We somehow lost this connection in modern culture.

However, current scientific research agrees that trauma can leave a chemical mark on a person’s genes, which then is passed down to subsequent generations. The mark doesn’t directly damage the gene; there’s no mutation. Instead, it alters the mechanism by which the gene is converted or expressed into functioning proteins.

It seems that science is catching up with ancient wisdom teachings and knowledge. I like to think that ancient healing methodologies and teachings work because they are still around! There are countless examples of miracle healings that take place using ancient healing methodologies and I will get into them in subsequent newsletters.

For now, remember your ancestors and send them love regardless of how they showed up in the world. No judgment — just love. Give thanks, simply because, without them, you would not be here today.

I like to use Hoʻoponopono, a Hawaiian practice of reconciliation and forgiveness, to transmute negative energy as it happens. The Hawaiian word ho’oponopono comes from ho’o (“to make”) and pono (“right”). The repetition of the word pono means “doubly right” or being right with both self and others. In a nutshell, ho’oponopono is a process by which we can forgive others to whom we are connected.

Think on the person with whom there is a conflict or who is being triggered and say these words to yourself:

1. Step one: Repentance – Say: “I am sorry.”
2. Step two: Ask forgiveness – Say: “Please forgive me.”
3. Step three: Gratitude – Say: “Thank you.”
4. Step four: Love – Say: “I love you.”

You will undoubtedly raise the frequency in the room with your positive intent and the ho’oponopono practice, and let’s not forget the effect it may have on your ancestors.

Happy Thanksgiving!

With love,
Marion Trent, Founder
https://SociopathicStyle.com
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Do You Know If You Have A Personality Disorder?

Personality disorders – including sociopathy, narcissism and several others – are more common than people think: about 10% of the US population meets the criteria for at least one personality disorder. The exact figures vary in time and are different from country to country, but the average tends to be the same world-wide. If you think about it, how do you know that you yourself don’t have traits of one of these disorders? This is interesting to evaluate since some personality disorders actually act as magnets for sociopaths and malignant narcissists because they complement each other perfectly. Are you attracting these people into your life because your traits are the perfect match for them and you don’t know it? 

A quick recap of personality disorders

There are different methods for naming and classifying personality disorders, but the most common system is the DSM, originated in the United States. The DSM classifies personality disorders in three big groups, called clusters, and named cluster A, B and C. The DSM offers a list of criteria that a person should meet to be officially diagnosed as having a personality disorder. Cluster A personality disorders show strange behavior and ideas, and some of them may develop into some form of psychosis later in life. Cluster B personality disorders are more familiar to us because here is where sociopaths and malignant narcissists are found. The technical name of sociopathy in this system is an antisocial personality disorder. 

Now, Cluster C is an interesting one, because it is defined as a group of personality disorders characterized by pathological fear. People with Cluster C personality disorders often feel insecure, needy and have low self-esteem, making them easy prey for sociopaths and manipulators. If you have a history of falling victim to these kinds of people, there is a chance you might qualify for a Cluster C personality disorder. Watch out especially for the dependent personality disorder, which is the most prone to falling into the trappings of sociopaths.

How to find out if you have a personality disorder

With all this information, you might think it’s easy to detect any personality disorder in yourself. You just go to the latest DSM edition, read the criteria for each disorder and see if you are a match. However, this is yet another trapping. This process is called self-diagnosis and is severely contraindicated by mental health professionals. You can watch out for red flags in your behavior, but the only way to know for sure whether or not you have a disorder – and which kind of healing process to start – is through an appointment with a professional. Our subconscious mind will try and prevent us from realizing the negative influences and distorted traits we carry with us, so if you try to do this by yourself you will unlikely reach your deepest truth. Ask for a diagnostic appointment, which should include both an in-depth interview and a series of personality tests.

Get free from the clutches of sociopaths – starting with yourself

If you have found yourself under the influence of sociopaths, by becoming stronger and more aware of yourself you can shield yourself from the harm they cause, and drive them from your life. Change starts within, with self-realization and asking for professional help. Any insight you can achieve will help you find your inner strength and work towards your healing.

Written by Kylee Young for the Sociopathic Style

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All Trauma Affects The Physical Body

Every trauma, whether it occurs in a physiological, cognitive, emotional or interpersonal form, affects the physical body. The healing of trauma begins in the body. Since the body is the accurate history of our experiences in life, it is essential that we include the body in the healing process. Read the original article here: http://ptsdhome.com/the-physical-body/

Sexual Vampirism: Sex and Entity Attachments

My teacher, a master healer and well-known Saint from India, taught his students that when we exchange bodily fluids, we take on our intimate partner’s karma. This article comes from a slightly different slant but all in all, it is along the same lines. You may or may not agree with any of this information, you may agree with some or all of it. Either way, it’s an interesting read and a message from beyond our limited perception of reality.

Before you give yourself intimately to another person, use discernment, take your time and avoid being pulled by sexual energy.

Original article is posted here: https://veilofreality.com/sexual-vampirism-sex-and-entity-attachments/

Love & Peace,
Marion


A few quotes/excerpts related to the topic of Sexual Vampirism and Entity Attachments:

Introduction

by Bernhard Guenther

To be clear, this topic is not about demonizing sex, fear mongering, or being “prude”, nor shaming  (some people tend to use this information to justify their disgust about “sex” like a religious judgment and shadow-project onto others, re-enforcing the collective shame/guilt programming around sex), but shedding some light on the dark side of sexual bonding on an astral/energetic level that most people are not aware of in our “swipe-left-Tinder” over-sexualized culture and also in some of the “Tantra/Sacred Sex” communities. Sexual energy is very powerful for better or worse and one of the primary control mechanisms of the Hyperdimensional Matrix  for occult hostile forces to feed upon.)

In this day and age, there is more and more talk about “Sacred Sexuality” and “Tantra”. Many of these teachings and workshops do help people to work through their sexual wounds, trauma, shame, and guilt and that is encouraging to see. Education and open discussion about sexuality is very important as part of our healing and awakening journey. However, as I do more research, I’ve noticed that the emphasis in the Neo-Tantra world is often times on reaching powerful orgasms (multi-orgasms), sexual bliss, feeling sexy, having great sex and basically sexual energetics alone with a vague and often over-simplified idea of “love” and “heart connection”.

In the end “sex sells” in whatever form (be it in advertisements to make you buy a product you don’t need or as “spiritual teachings” to promise you sexual bliss and potency). It is important to keep in mind that many of these tantric teachings have become distorted, diluted, and “hijacked” by others to put their spin on things, without considering some deeper aspects of our reality.

As it is the case with most ancient esoteric knowledge and teachings, suppression and distortion is the name of the game by the Matrix Control System over thousands of years; just as what we see today as “Yoga” in the modern world that has become a billion dollar industry, leaving out immense Knowledge of the deeper esoteric teachings of yoga (for there is way more to yoga than the physical asana practice and 101 yoga philosophy you get at a yoga teacher training), so it is with Tantra teachings.

A complete spiritual/esoteric teaching based on Truth will not only show you and teach you “the way out” and the path towards union with the Divine and truly transmute the sexual center (not just emotional/heart-centered/sexual relating to a partner) but also the traps and pit-falls from a non-physical perspective, beyond psychology or social/cultural wounding and programming, i.e the hidden (occult) forces that can influence our sexual desires we may mistake as our “own”.

Leaving out the “dark side of sexuality” from this astral perspective can result in normalizing all kinds of sexual behaviors that resemble more predatory influenced desires mistaken as “healthy sexual feelings” or is seen as “sacred sex”. This happens a lot in Tantra communities, polyamory circles and so-called “conscious festivals”, where people often feed off of the attention of the other sex or engage in sexual feeding, justifying “sex addiction” through spiritual terms, when in fact “something else” is working through them.

But this is tricky territory, for any “Sex Educator” or “Tantric Teacher” who would bring awareness to this topic could be blamed as a “fear monger”, judged as a “crazy person” and it would most likely not help him/her to become more popular, especially if said person is very identified with his/her career and public image as a teacher (the trap of self-importance) and money-driven.

Distortion of sexual energy is one of the prime control mechanisms of the Matrix and its hyperdimensional architects. It should be no surprise then, that tantric sexual teachings have also been corrupted (or rather fragmented, leaving out a lot) to vector the seeker astray and away from the true power of our sexuality when expressed in union with the Divine.

It’s really a matter of integrity and truth, not shying away from anything that may sound “disturbing”, but to educate oneself about it and bring it to light, for that is what “being conscious” implies, especially when attempting to teach others about conscious sex and sexuality. It also requires vulnerability, humility and radical honesty with oneself. We are all works in progress and the learning never stops. Conscience, Truth (whatever it may turn out to be) and Aspiration to the Divine are the main ingredients for the sincere seeker, student and teacher alike who wishes to awaken and help others to awaken as well. So, here some quotes from various sources relating to this topic:

“The openness and surrender during sexual intercourse can allow the exchange of attached entities between two people. The thoughts, desires, and behaviors of an attached entity are experienced as the person’s own thoughts, desires, and behaviors. The thoughts, feelings, habits, and desires do not seem foreign if they have been present for a long time, even from childhood. This is a major factor in the widespread denial of the concept and lack of acceptance of the phenomena of discarnate interference and spirit attachment, obsession or possession.”

– Dr. William Baldwin, Spirit Releasement Therapy

“Pay attention to whom you share your intimate energy with. Intimacy at this level intertwines your aural energy with the aural energy of the other person. These powerful connections, regardless of how insignificant you think they are, leave spiritual debris, particularly within people who do not practice any type of cleansing, physical, emotional or otherwise.

The more you interact intimately with someone, the deeper the connection and the more of their aura is intertwined with yours. Imagine the confused aura of someone who sleeps with multiple people and carries around these multiple energies? What they may not realize is that others can feel that energy which can repel positive energy and attract negative energy into your life.”

– Lisa Chase Patterson

“There is always a drawing of [occult] vital forces from one to another in all human social mixture that takes place automatically. Sex is one of the most powerful ways of each drawing upon the other’s vital force, or of one drawing the other’s, which also often happens in a one-sided way to the great detriment of the “other”. In the passage come many things good and bad, elation, feeling of strength and support, infiltration of good or bad qualities, interchange of psychological moods, states, and movements, depressions, exhaustion – the whole gamut. People don’t know it – which is a mercy of God upon them – but when one gets into a certain yogic consciousness, one becomes very much aware and sensitive to all this interchange and action and reaction, but also one can build a wall against, reject etc.

People who have desires add to the mental formation a kind of small envelope, a vital shell which gives it a still greater reality. These people are usually surrounded by a number of tiny entities which are their own formations, their own mental formations clothed with vital force, which come all the time to strike them to try to make them realize materially the formations they have made.

You have perhaps read the books of Maurice Magre. He describes this; he had come here, Maurice Magre, and we spoke and he told me that he had always noticed – he was highly sensitive – he had always noticed that people who have [excessive/pathological] sexual desires are surrounded by a kind of small swarm of entities who are somewhat viscous and rather ugly and which torment them constantly, awakening desire in them.

He said he had seen this around certain people. It was like being surrounded by a swarm of mosquitoes, yes! But it is grosser and much uglier still, and it is vicious, it is horrible, and it turns round and round the person and gives him no peace, and it awakens in him the desire that has formed these entities and they batten on it. It is their food. This is absolutely true. His observation was quite correct. His vision was very true. It is like that. The sex-vampire eats up the other’s vital and gives nothing or very little.”

– from “The Hidden Forces of Life (Integral Yoga) – Selections from the works of Sri Aurobindo and the Mother“

“Vast beings, living for thousands of years in your terms, make their living ruling and parenting you, seeking their value from you because you have considered yourselves valueless and purposeless. Those who would rule you on the physical and multidimensional planes understand the power of your genitals to create life, pleasure, pain, and death. They use your genitals as doorways without you even realizing it.

You are re-gridding Earth and changing the frequency so that one-by-one lights go on and fields of energy are established. You must learn how to stop feeding those vampires who suck your energies, from the astral planes, from the dimensions, and from on and under the Earth herself. Your sexuality and how it is used are the key elements.

It is in this very deep part of your regenerative self, your sexual organs, the core of your being, that many of the main problems lie, problems so dark, so secret that no one would dare speak of them. Yet they must be revealed. To relinquish power over your sexual organs is truly to abdicate the power of living.

By power we mean a sense of connectedness and accountability, the maturity to know when to express yourself sexually and when not to…..First, you must make peace with the sexual organs of your being because it is here that life springs forth….And most of all, seek to understand the power of your sexuality, to infuse its expression only with love, for sex without love is truly not worth experiencing.

Within the sexual frequency, you exchange with one another. So if you are bonding yourself and chemically exchanging with a person who is not of your likeness, you are taking on their garbage because you are exchanging energy quite intimately. Even if you don’t want to be with this person, the sexual experience stays with you because you have had an electromagnetic exchange.”

– Barbara Marciniak, Bringers of the Dawn/Family of Light

“In several of the cases, individuals reported feeling that their partner was some kind of conduit or host being overshadowed or temporarily possessed by another spirit.

In the case of Wiz and Koral, Wiz experienced a twisting, contorting knot in his solar plexus area after having sex with Koral. As the relationship progressed, he became confused, exhausted, and depressed. Even after he and Koral broke up, Wiz continued to experience paranormal activity and unusual dreams, as if a dark force followed him around, sucking his energy. He reported this to me years after the relationship ended, and could feel a distinct energy-draining sensation between his shoulder blades as if an entity had become attached to the back of his heart chakra area. This often happened in conjunction with sexual “astral attacks” in which he believed his sexual energy was being siphoned by predatory inter dimensional entities.

What could be happening with the Dark Side of Cupid is an indirect form of psychic feeding. One partner tends to have the greater psychic vampire features, but instead of being direct, consciously feeding vampire, the partner is used as a sort of portal for an interdimensional, parasitic entity. The Dark Cupid is accessing the two lovers’ energy through some kind of mediated energy transfer. The question may then be, “Is Cupid, or whoever is behind this mask, a psychic vampire?”

One of the disconcerting issues that Dixon brought up with deep psychic feeding or communion with a vampire is the permanent psychic link that will be maintained with the donor or unwitting partner. This powerful connection is often felt as true love for the one being fed upon. For the vampire, the partner may be nothing more than an energy fix or addiction. This may result in unrequited love for the unfortunate ones caught in the nest of psychic feeders, as unintentional as it may be. A hazardous by-product of psychic vampire sexual feeding is a powerful connection which feels like one’s true love or soul mate. Hence, the counterfeit soul-mate connection.

Sexual chemistry and sexual intercourse itself is also a preferred method of creating a powerful link for psychic feeding. It is very important to not participate in the normalization of sexual behaviors that are not based on mutual respect and deep reverence.

This may sound prudish but I do think human sexuality is powerful and threatening to the dark forces and they use normalizing sexual deviance and loose sexual behaviors to destroy people and to prevent the true spiritual potential of human sexually from being realized and enjoyed. There is no comparison when sacred sexuality is honored, realized and or known. Lower forms of sexuality are then obviously repulsive, low and degrading to every person involved.

Having the good sense to set appropriate boundaries, finding and addressing our blind spots and past traumas that create unconscious reactions and developing the capacity for highly evolved skills of discernment is of extraordinary importance. If we have not addressed our own blind spots and unconscious triggers or do not have a clear sense of what is really going on, this can be one of the easiest ways that narcissists and entities can use to take and misuse our energy.”

– Eve Lorgen, The Dark Side of Cupid

“Our DNA distortion [via genetic manipulation/interference by reptilian hyperdimensional hostile forces] is the reason behind pornography in the world today. This artificial and genetically enhanced mechanism stimulates, through frequency emissions within our own DNA, the sexual act devoid of love. This serves as a means of both control and nourishment for these beings. Your raw sexual energy gets fed back to collecting mechanisms within your DNA that then create a feedback circuit within the DNA that cements this mechanism further into place.

These beings have been doing this for many thousands of years and used sex slaves in ancient Sumeria, Babylon, Lebanon, the Sinai, Egypt and the Middle East amongst other places to ‘farm’ this energy for them. And this is still going on today on earth, most notably in the USA. Many porn stars today are replaying these roles [possessed by entities working/feeding through them] , and tens of millions of men and women are hooking into this energy every minute, voluntarily giving away their life force and taking themselves deeper into a vibrational black hole to unconsciously feed those who would call themselves our ‘creators.’ Nothing is further from the truth.

Many men and women do experience this membrane 4D cage around the DNA. It is like a dome that prevents humans from moving beyond it into Divine Love. Every time a human being, who still has this DNA cage and particular sexual device in place, experiences an orgasm, the power of this orgasmic energy can be harvested and used to feed the DNA of the reptilian beings who engineered it into the DNA of the human form.

Not every human has this sexual siphoning device in place, but many do. But those who do are genetically wired, BY GOD, for sexuality to be a big part of their pathway to Divine Love and God. So it is a blessing for you that these ‘other’ beings saw that potential in you as a confirmation, and see that you are worthwhile for harvesting. Whilst this is quite sick, surely now you have the motivation to free yourself from it and use your pure sexual energy, harnessed with love, to propel your soul’s growth.

No one is a victim. You had a hole, a pain, a wound, you did not want to feel or embrace. Then you chose to substitute Divine Love for a pale imitation. You were tempted to stay on the surface of your emotions and fears by promises and seductions that played to your sense of wishing to avoid the pain of powerlessness, hopelessness, terror and other emotions. As an emotion, which one has to feel, embrace and move through, this sexual manipulation can feel sick, shameful and distorted, and it taps into the collective field of this for all humans. It can be terrifying, and the mind may make all kinds of excuses to stop you from entering these places.

To understand, feel and release these emotions and their causes, journey into the event and moment you gave away the love energy of your sexuality in exchange for something else. Go into the moment you did this. See it, FEEL IT. Now ask WHY, what was the cause that made me trade myself, what did I not want to feel, what was I avoiding and denying? Others, be it people or spirits/entities, may have taken advantage of this.

In the distortion of our sexuality, changing it into a sentimental, physical, pornographic, fantasy driven, needy or lustful affair, know that disembodied spirits are sucking your energy away. Fantasies, sexual toys and the like, so often encouraged as ‘healthy’ by neo-tantric ‘teachers’ fail to recognize this fact, and so their students descend lower and lower into a sorry soul state, going further and further away from true Union of heart‐soul, emotions, and the divine. And who has not had sexual fantasies? It is important to see and feel these parts of you, but not to be caught in them. Just be aware now that the next time you feel inclined to fantasize, what exactly are you feeding, and what is your true desire for? You have a conscious choice now.

After experiencing sexual and energetic abuse, we can abandon God, blaming Him for not protecting us, saying, “fuck you” to God. And then we become lost, trying to fill a hole for thousands of years, alternating between being the victim of it, and then becoming the initiator of it, becoming the abuser. We replay and continue this ancient pattern within us, cutting ourselves off from God, unwilling and too scared to feel the deep pain of betrayal and abandonment. And, this is what allows for sadistic and abusive behavior, when a person is unwilling to feel his or her own deep, deep pain. On the surface, the thrill of sexual lust/abuse mixed with violence, blood lust, and control (it is all a similar frequency) is very stimulating and addictive, similar to a cocaine high. If one keeps on taking a hit of whatever they are addicted to, they never have to feel the deeply emotional, spiritual and existential pains that lie underneath the addiction. One can even become addicted to physical pain, which is a distraction from deeper emotional and spiritual pains.

The energy, power, stimulation, thrill, arousal, and excitement that comes from sexual energy (and violence and fear) is enormous. It is an extremely addictive drug sensation, destructive to the soul as it has no love to it. It is such a huge energy source for most people that if they were to cut it off they would feel half alive. The energy of control inherent within this is actually our own fear of becoming powerless and helpless, which is what we must all feel to initiate this breaking of the pattern within us because it is the causal emotion of why we reached out to these other entities in the first place. So there is our personal responsibility and a collective one as well.

The enormous magnitude of the power of sexuality is because of its true potential as an engine to become closer to God, once it is healed and connected to human love and the soul’s deep feelings. The distortions around it are a result of core causal wounds: the split of sexuality from the heart, the veiling of the true potential and power of the womb and the lingam, the split of the heart from the soul, and the split of masculine and feminine.

This has all been encouraged by these reptilian races. We were not created like this, the sorry state we have fallen into today. This is important to know. We are God’s perfect creation, and we have created veils, through our own choices as well as the choices of the collective to experiencing this.

The only energy source that is more compelling than these distorted and genetically modified aberrations is sourcing one’s energy directly from God, Divine Love and the energy that flows when sexuality is healed and integrated with the heart and God in Union. Most people have not experienced this, and think they are just a fantasy or a far away mythical dream. They are not. They are who we are in Truth and what we have been divinely designed to enjoy.

If we are not sourcing this energy from our soul, the Soul of Father‐ Mother God, the Sun and Gaia, we are feeding off other humans or off human distortions. Anytime we “need” another (or are dependent on another) this means we are feeding off them, which is humbling to realize. When we recognize ourselves doing this, it may come with feelings of shame, sadness, and even disgust. But the disgust or rejection of these patterns only helps to cement them in place.

These distorted patterns must be seen and embraced. We only choose these actions and belief patterns in our ignorance, blindness and emotional neediness stemming from our wounds. Once the wounds are seen and felt they can dissolve and heal back into our original sexual innocence.

Love is the death of this wounded mindset and distortion, and the control this has on present day humanity. Sexuality + love in orgasm in prayer is one of the most powerful forces in the universe, powerful enough to move even the Galactic Centre. This is not a myth. Loving emotion combined with our precious human sexuality and soul, in alliance with the true God of Love, Creator of all universes, can create a wave that will help dismantle and dissolve the control and fear mechanisms within us.”

~ Padma Aon, Sacred Wounds

“A couple of weeks ago, I had an interesting conversation with a friend. She shared with me that, while she was currently in a psychological place where many of the old patterns and ‘pain body’ suffering programs had disappeared (or at least were not bothering her anymore), this one particular problem still persisted, and she could feel that literally, nothing could make it go away. She just felt this weird hum in her navel that drained her energy and seemed to keep certain programs in place. She kept having this sensation of feeling very sexual, but it was overwhelming, and she didn’t know how to channel this energy in a constructive way. Intuitively, she felt that something else was going on.

She went to see a psychic healer who scanned her aura and detected an alien etheric implant in the area of her navel/second chakra. The psychic told her that this implant has been put into her at a young age, during a moment of trauma. She said the strong sexual feelings she experienced were actually a distraction, and that it was not about seeing it from the perspective of sexual ‘groin’ energy and working with it from that perspective. This implant was usurping her creative sexual energy (kundalini) in order to block her from manifesting her potential and, essentially, denying her access to her “mission”. This is exactly what she experienced in her life: a blockage, a feeling of being stuck. Sexual energy is creative energy at the end of the day, and it is seated/produced in the second chakra, the place where the implant was found.

The psychic healer then removed the implant. The woman felt better right away, and the sensation in her navel region was gone. However, the psychic also told her to keep taking care of it. Just like in physical surgery, the removal of etheric implants or attachments creates a “wound” and has its own healing process. She also recently realized – through her own intuition and feedback from the psychic – that she’s a “wanderer” or “star seed”, incarnated in this particular time with a specific mission profile. She remembered the time when this implant was possibly attached to her as a young child going through some traumatic events in her life. This also confirms that “wanderers” or “lightworkers” are prime targets of these hyperdimensional forces because they are a threat to their manipulation agenda, and these sensitive people also have difficulty adjusting to the 3D vibration of physical life. All of this is explored further in this blog.

The possibility of having an etheric implant – one that can create all kinds of emotions or “sexual” feelings that actually distract the victim from the real issues, and sucks away their creative energy at the same time – puts the whole topic of sexuality and cravings into question, which is a huge subject of its own. Most of us never question why we feel what we feel, and just tend to act on it (“I’m just horny and very sexual”), when in fact we may be animated at times by external forces via implants or entities who feed off of that kind of energy.”

– from INDIVIDUALITY, EMBODIMENT, AND THE ANCHORING OF A HIGHER FREQUENCY by Bernhard Guenther

Holy Church of the Gaslighter

Ross Rosenberg left a video link on my FB page today. I had not met him before, yet he quickly turned me into a fan of his work. He gets it.

I especially like this video he posted, because I have experienced it with family members.  So spot on.

When Children Leave Their Parents

NPR radio show that sheds the light on a silent epidemic.

Description: Dr. Joshua Coleman, our guest this hour say’s there are a number of factors that contribute to family estrangements including divorce, selfishness and even technology. He’ll join host John Munson to explore the issue and talk about a growing trend that’s just heartbreaking.  When children tell parents they don’t want them in their lives anymore.

http://www.wpr.org/listen/704886

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